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Menjengah kembali blog yg lama ditinggalkan. Soooo many stories to be kept as unforgotten moments cuma kurang kesempatan utk menulis kembali. But i'll be back cz I love writing. ^^

Counting

Sometimes love isn't fireworks

Sometimes love just comes softly

                                           -Janette Oke

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School of Life

School of life.

Have you ever watch it? It's a 2005 movie. Dh lama kn. But i got a chance to watch it last night. Really inspiring movie, sesuai dgn tajuk cite tu; school of life.

Bg yg nk tgk blh search ja kt youtube, google ke.

Jalan critanya simple je. Baca kt wikipedia pn blh. Ni yg wiki tls;

Plot

At Fallbrook Middle School, the annual student-elected Teacher of the Year award ceremony is held. Every year for the last 43 years, Norman Warner, fondly called Stormin' Norman, has won the award. During the ceremony, he collapses and dies. The burden of carrying the legacy falls to Matt Warner, son of the late Norman Warner who has always lived in the shadow of his father.

Determined to keep the family tradition of being Teacher of the Year alive, Matt focuses all his attention and efforts in winning the coveted title. But the new history teacher, Mr. Michael D'Angelo becomes the new student favorite. He is called, even by fellow and senior teachers, "Mr. D". Young, funny, with unconventional methods of teaching and an uncanny ability to connect with his students, Mr. D. quickly wins the hearts not only of the students but also the teachers, especially the young art teacher, Ms. Davies. Now that Mr. D. is the most popular teacher on campus, Matt feels that he has no chances of winning against Mr. D.

Now obsessed with discrediting Mr. D, Matt soon forgets what it means to be a teacher. Desperate to find a flaw in "Mr Perfect", Matt follows Mr. D around town and discovers a secret the alarmingly perfect teacher is hiding: Mr. D has been diagnosed with inoperable lung cancer and does not have long to live. Shocked by the startling discovery into realizing his own pettiness, Matt slowly changes his ways of teaching and in the process wins the hearts of his students. When Mr. D stops coming to teach because of his worsening illness, the students become depressed by the situation. Matt steps in to cheer up the student's spirits and leads the basketball team to a victory with a special guest appearance with 30 seconds left in the game by Mr. D.

The film concludes after three years have passed and Matt's own son is now in high school, and Matt is teaching a brand new year of pupils in his life science class. He has won the Teacher of the Year for the last two years, Mr. D having won the award in the school year of 2003. The art teacher, Ms. Davies, inherited Mr. D's car. The film ends with a close-up of a photo in Matt's classroom of himself, Mr. D, and the basketball team with "Michael D'Angelo 1967-2003" inscribed on the bottom of the frame.

source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/School_of_Life

Tp School of Life movie yg ada value. Tengoklah kalo ada kesempatan. And get the values.

Mcm yg Srivinas Rao ni tulis. About 9 inspiring lesson from the school of life. Blh baca sini.

Panda dan zombi.

Lamaaaaaanya x hapdet blog blog ni. Huhu... what can i do, soooo busy ths semester. Dr awal smpai nk akhr sem dh ni, evry week ada assignment. Non stop. Still amk 4 subject this sem, 12crdt hour, consider mmg heavy bg yg buat mster by coursework even for full tme student.

Sem ni amk subject Regression Analysis, Mathematical Statistics, Robust statistics and Categorical Data Analysis. (nak akhr sem br nk crita psl subjk...hee). Dah 2 sem amk 4 subjk, baki semestr yg tgl nt dh x bnyk subjk, blh la fokus kt bnda lain, cr tpt smbg phd plk ke, pk ms depan ke, hehe...

Crita psl subjk, RA evry fortnight kn submit asmt, nasib baik buat by group, tp tu pn bagi2 soaln kt evry grp member masing2 buat, discussion by sms and facebook ja. Nk bt cmna member lain sume keja jauh2. Hjg mgu bsusah payah travel dtg cni smata2 utk menuntut ilmu d hujung minggu. Salute la pd mrk.

Yg Robust susah jgk. Mmg susah la. Perlukan tahap pemahaman yg tinggi. Selalu dlm cls awl2 mmg paham, bl dh makin mendalam, makin tinggi aq dh gayat, pastu mula lah lost. Tp subjk ni mmg best! Walopn susah tp sgt menarik. Mgkn jg sbb Prof Habshah yg ajar. Cls robust x bnyk asmt. Eh silap bukan x bnyk, ada ja asmt n homework yg kn buat tp xda due date, lect kata hnta nt hjg2 sem b4 final. Tu yg sedap x kalut nk kjar due date anta esaimn. Tp yg x bestnya, duk sdp kumpul2 asmt smpai hjg sem tgk2 bertimbun nk kn siapkn. Kalut la hjg sem jadinya.

Si CDA plk relek ja clsnya. Lectr pn releks. Tp yg x bestnya aq xphm lectr ajar..(T_T) huhuhu... Mgkn sbb pg dan tghr sabtu dh overload dgn RA dan robus so masuk jam ke 7 dh exhausted. Badan dan otak dh penat. Perut dh lapar, selalu xsempat nk lunch, makan coklat ja... (T_T)

Last skali Math Stat...aq budget blh score subjk ni sbb MATH. Tp after test 1 kecewanya rs hati. Soalan tahap master (mmg sepatutnya pn) ssh giler. Distribution2 sume mn nk igt. Ms degree dlu mn menghafal distribution n properties2 sume tu. Satu kls sume teruk test 1. Adooiii... Malu ler sbb background math tp xdpt nk jawab dgn baik. Sepatutnya it should give me an advantage.

Moralnya...bukan salah lecturer yg mengajar, bukan salah subjeknya susah, bukan salah masa kelasnya, tapi aq yg kn lipat gandakan usaha. kalau org lain blh buat maka tiada alasan utk aq katakn x boleh. Kalau dh usaha tp xdpt spt yg diinginkn kn usaha lebih lg. Apapun x lupa mohon pd Dia. Sbnrnya susun atur Tuhan itu indah, Dia x bagi apa yg kt nak tp Dia berikan apa yg kt perlu...mcm kata ustz Hasrizal kt tazkirah ikim.fm.

Dua minggu yg dh berlalu...aq ber"mode" snyap rupanya. Tak perasan, smpaila sorg hosmet aq ni tegur dh lama x dgr sore aq. Maaf sgt aq xprasan, spjg dua mgu lps aq asyk stdy ja, siapkn asmt, study utk test, ulangkaji...huhu..makan x igt, mandi x basah, tido x cukup, cakap x bnyk. Malam mcm zombi siang macam panda. Nak ckp mcm Albert Einstein xde la tercacak mn pn rambut, tp kepala berasap la jgk.

Ni dua mgu lg nk final exam. Makin mnjadi2 la kot busynya nt. Library dh jd rmh ke dua.

Mari berangan jap...

***kalo aq dh kwen agak2nya terabai suami dan anak2. Maknya nak exam, tak sempat nk msk, kms rmh, bsh baju, tlg ank wt homework dll. macam tu ke nt? heee...harapnya tidak. imaginasi high pressure. tp risau jgk beb. hehehe.***

Walk

Everyday I walk through the city that walks me
I walks through her and she walks through me
At the edge of the river-sea, river as broad as the sea
The clear air clears my mind
and my legs stride on while stories walk inside me

Walking, I write
At a stroll, words seek each other and find each other
and weave stories that later on I write by hand on paper.
Those pages are never the final ones
I cross out and crumple up
crumple and cross in search of the words that deserve to exist
fleeting words that yearn to outdo silence.

[Eduardo Galeano]

Purification

Purification

I miss Islam and Science class at IIUM. Thank you to Dr. Ibrahim Shogar, who taught me the broader meaning of this word, "purification", more specific, purification in islam. Right now i really want to hear his lecture again. About purification. About tazkiyah.

Kosong

Lagu ni dh seminggu menjadi halwa telinga sy.

Melodi dia sgt best.

Abaikan dulu lirik dia.

Ni lagu najwa yg best stakat ni.

Dan hari ni lagu ni jd lagu tema test 1 sy hr ni.

Mari kaji lirik dia dan sesuaikn dgn situasi sy...

Kau melihat diriku

Seperti sesuatu
Yang mencabar dirimu
Akal dan mindamu

Kau mendustaiku
Kau bilang mereka tak tahu
Siapa diriku
Sedangkan kau juga begitu...

Segala kata cacian
Yang telah engkau berikan
Membuatku rasa...

Kosong...kosong...

Setiap detik diperhatikan
Kau cari cara putar belitkan
Kau jadikan diriku...
Kosong...kosong...

{Yeahhh...soalan test 1 math stat ptg td mmg mencabar minda smpai jiwa kacau dibuatnya. Perlulah soalan sebegitu, level master katakn. bagi lectr yg buat soaln mmg mencabar nk buat soaln level mastr. Tp salutelah kt lectr ni, mampu buat soaln canggih camtu, tahab mencabar otak. Ofcos la soalannya x direct, mesti ada putar belit skt baru ada analisa...natijahnya...

Kau jadikan diriku...

Kosong...kosong...~ oooo}

{huhuuuu}

Kini aku bangkit
Membuktikan yang ku tak sakit
Dengan segala perit yang kau berikan
Kini aku pantas berjalan
Bergerak ke hadapan
Dan akan ku buktikan
Siapa diriku yang sebenar....
Ooo..ooo...

{yg dh lepas jgn dikenang lg, bukannya boleh ubah markah test pn, lupakn sj yg dh berlalu, mari kt fokus test 2 robust pula hjg mgu ni}

Kosong...kosong...

Segala kata cacian
Yang telah engkau berikan
Membuatku rasa..

Kosong .. kosong ..

Setiap detik diperhatikan
Kau cari cara putar belitkan
Kau jadikan diriku...

Kosong...kosong...

Segala kata cacian
Yang telah engkau berikan
Membuatku rasa...

Kosong...kosong...

{aduhai....}

p/s: hilangkan jiwa kacau dgn kasut baru! yeahhh ^^ {stress jgk cr kasut xda saiz kaki comey ni}

Wish to be there

Sometimes everything goes very smooth, seems to be very perfect. But sometimes life goes very hard, and that's scared us. We don't think that we can even face it...But don't worry, the sorrow and hardness will end, and the light will come, for everything happened happens for a reason.

(foto: credit to maher zain facebook)

Take home a smile ^^

p/s: doa dari jauh

I remember

~~~ice cream song~~~

Best ni smbil mkn tuttifruitty >.<

Rasailah

Hujung mgu ni:

Sabtu:

-RA: Test 1

-Robust: Class + submit assignment (subjek killer)

-CDA: Test 1 + submit assignment

Ahad:

-Math Stat: Class + assignment (dh sminggu terabai..isk)

Dan ini yg sy rasa ps waktu sekarang dan utk seminggu yg akn datang.

Terbaiklah!

(p/s: credit to yg buat gmbar ni, maaf xtau sape just amk dr FB je..huu)

Alamak sy msh sempat update blog!

Coz there's say "Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted!"

Heeee :D

SPM dulu2

Hari ni result SPM 2011 diumumkan.

Pengalaman aku amk result SPM beberapa tahun yg lps...errr aku igt2 lupa. Sbb xada kenangan manis utk diingat. Aku amk SPM tahun yg sama dgn adik aku. Pd hari keputusan SPM diumumkan, aku lambat sampai ke sekolah. Sbbnya parents aku kt result mst kuar tghr, p amk result adik dlu, jalan jem la dan macam lg la. Sampai2 sekolah je dh tghr, ramai org yg dh blk, cikgu pn dh penat menunggu yg tak datang2 lg amk result (termasuklah aku yg lambat). Jadi aku tak tahu brapa org yg dapat full A, satu je xdpat A, dua je xdpt A atau smua xdpt A, xtau siapa best student, xsmpat jmpa kawan2 semua, dewan dh lengang.

Bila amk result je, cikgu tnya knape lambat, bbrapa kali announce nama aku xmuncul2, bl smua org amk gmbr aku je xde. Nk kongsi kgembiraan mostly kawan2 dh balik. Cuaca pulak panas terik. Tiada keterujaan pn amk result SPM ms tu. *sigh* :'(

Yg terujanya lps amk result mak ayah bw g mkn kt restoran, raikan kami berdua walau bagaimanapn result SPM kami. :)

Fly me high

Pagi ni sy bc blog ofismet sy, Cik Hani Syahida...alahai rindu plk pd dia. Rindu nk sembang, nk dengaq crita dia kt sana, nk tau life perantau kt sana mcmn, mcmn dgn study dia, dan mcm2 lg la. Tgk gambaq2 dia kt sana meluap2 rasa nk p UK. Alahai...sedih la plak rs bl hati trlalu rindu. Rindu pd teman, rindu nk p negara orang :'(

My Rule

Alhamdulillah...my ofismet cik Hani Syahida dh smpai UK! Seronoknya tgk beliau di sana, jln2 dulu sblm mulakn pengajian PhD beliau. Jalan2 mmg seronok tp bl igtkn PhD, ketaq rasa. Smg beliau berjaya dptkn PhD secepat mungkin, teroka bidang ilmu dr pakar2 di sana, jelajah bumi eropah, tambahkan pengalaman, dan jgn tinggal solat naa. Doakan sy pn dapat ke sana juga ya! ^^

Impian sy...mahu ke luar negara. Sy nk jelajah dunia, teroka bumi Tuhan. Dan sy sangat mahu ke Europe. Kalau zaman sekolah dulu sy impikan utk pindah2 sekolah, bukan hnya belajar di satu sekolah sj utk pendidikan menengah atau rendah. Tp impian itu tinggal mimpi sj sbb tiada alasan atau keupayaan sy utk berbuat demikian. Dan sekarang sy dh dewasa, blh buat keputusan sendiri, blh usaha sendiri, jadi impian sy yg sekarang mahu menuntut ilmu bukan sj di satu tempat tp harus ke luar dari zon selesa ini. Andai dulu xdpt pindah2 sekolah, biarlah sekarang sy dpt menimba ilmu dr banyak tempat dan kepakaran, maka lagi bertambah pengalaman.

Ouh..membayangkan impian2 indah ini membuatkan sy rs bahagia, seperti di awang2. Hati menyanyi riang. Hari terasa indah dan ceria...lalalala~~~ ouh....indahnya...ouhh

Prinsip pertama sy, "setiap rakyat berhak mendapat pendidikan percuma, menjadi tanggungjawab pemerintah menyediakan pendidikan percuma utk stp rakyatnya". Tp praktikalnya mcm mustahil kn? Tp caranya ada, melalui biasiswa yg disediakan oleh banyak pihak. Peluang tlh disediakan, terpulang pd kt nk grab atau tidak. Kalau mahu pendidikan percuma, berusahalah utk dptkn apa2 biasiswa yg ditawarkan, belajar rajin2, dapatkn result yg bagus, dan apply for it.

Prinsip ke-2 sy, "what you give you get back, and what you get you should give back". Prinsip give and take. Dlm hidup ni kn la ada give and take, not just only take nor give. In terms of education, bl dh dpt biasiswa kn igt, itu duit rakyat, yg bayar cukai, bayar tol, kerja keras rakyat. So you have to give back for the society. Sumbangkan sesuatu kpd masyarakat. Ilmu atau pengalaman yg kt dpt, kongsikan dgn masyarakat.

Prinsip ke-3 sy, "walau sekali dlm seumur hidup ini, berjalanlah ke luar negara (selain tunaikan haji)". And im going for it! Insyaallah!

Dan sy tidak merepek. Kdg2 sy namakan prinsip2 ini as "rule". That's my rule. It's not only 3. It's more. I know when i can rely on it. Everybody has their own principles. And you know when, how it's applied.

Berdua lebih baik~

Keyboard order

I always wonder, who create the order of keyboard letters? why it was created such that? why doesn't it just follow the alphabetical order? if it's to make typing faster, then what if we're typing in other language, does it still retain the same speed? then why the combination of letters was arranged in three lines, not one, two, four and so on?

Jgn biarkan diri diselubungi misteri, just ask wikipedia. *sigh*

Europe's Skies

Now I'm home, but I cannot stay

I dream of you every day

Got to know every inch of you

Will you make my dream come true?

There's no place like home they say

You're my home, so hear me pray.

I don't know you, but I need more time

Promise me you'll be mine

Birds are flying over Europe skies,

Tell me please why can't I?

Times have changed, but so have I

I view my life through your eyes

On the go in tourist's shoes

But I'll stay truthful to you

Cause there's no place like home they say

You're my home, so I guess I'll stay.

I don't know you, but I need more time

Promise me you'll be mine

Birds are flying over Europe skies

Tell me please why can't I?

I don't know you, but I need more time

Promise me you'll be mine

Birds are flying over Europe skies

Tell me please why can't I?

-Alex-

Yang tak terungkap

Tuhan...

Sampaikan rasa rindu, sayang dan kasih ini untuknya

Yang tak terungkap dgn kata

sebelum tibanya masa

Smg dirinya mengerti...

- @};- @};- @};-

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Amalan harian

Antara amalan harian utk mencapai darjat kemuliaan:

:: Solat fardhu pd awal waktu dgn berkualiti.

:: Tegakkan 7 amalan harian:

- Sembahyang malam

- Solat berjemaah

- Baca quran dan faham isi kandungannya

- Solat dhuha

- Jaga wudhuk

- Bersedekah

- Beristighfar

-Menjadi Muslim Terbaik, Aa Gym-

Azam dan niat selalu ada, tapi...emmm

-susahnya sy ni nk bgn mlm, mata rs mcm kn gam dgn gam gajah, berat semacam mcm la kena tindih dgn gajah

-ngaji tp jarangnya tgk makna ayat2 yg dibaca

-nk bg sedekah pn pk dua kali, kot2 sindiket ke

-xsempat lah, xde masa lah, lupa lah

Alahaiii...bnyknya alasan sy kan. Huhuhu (T.T)

Tp kn buat jgk! Berusahalah utk amalkn! Buat skt2 dlu pn xpe, pastu istiqamah. Bl dh jd habit nk tgl pn tentu rs payah.

Insyaallah, i'll start to do it, slowly, but try to be istiqamah. Tp mmg ssh kn nk istiqamah, huu.. tp kn berusahalah.. Nobody is perfect, and so am i.

Dan terbaca link status seorg kwn kt fb d pagi hari td;

Jangan sewenang-wenangnya menghina kesalahan orang lain hanya kerana secebis kesilapannya. Bantulah dia dgn memberikan nasihat yg berguna dan sedekahlah dia doa agar Allah senantiasa melindungi dan membimbingnya.

''Sesiapa yang menghina seseorang kerana dosa yang pernah dilakukannya, maka dia tidak akan mati sebelum melakukan dosa tersebut ''(HR Tirmizi)

Terkesannya di hati, mn tau kot2 apa2 yg sy buat skrg ni, dosa yg mgkn sy sedar atau tak, adalah asalnya dr keterlanjuran kata2 sy suatu ms dlu ke atau prnh terdetik dlm hati ke yg mgkn sy tak sedar. Ampun ya Tuhan...

Walimah lagi

Ahad, 19/2/2012:

Alhamdulillah, terbina sudah sebuah lg masjid. Tahniah buat temanku Siti Nazariah dan suami, Kapten Che Hafiz smg rumahtangga yg dibina kekal bahagia ke akhir hayat dunia akhirat. Amiiinn..

Hmmm..best jgk tgk pengantin potong kek dgn pedang, stylo.

I've learned that...being kind is more important than being right

I've learned that...love, not time heals all wounds

I've learned that...life is tough but i'm tougher

I've learned that...I can't choose how I feel but I can choose what I do about it

I've learned that...we should be glad that God doesn't give us everythg we ask for

-nidokidos-

Jam tangan

Jam tangan.

Ya, i cant live without jam tangan. (over la plk, cant live?? :P)

Pegi mn2 mst pkai jam, pernah bnyk kali jam xda bateri tp ttp pakai jgk sbb xsmpat tukar bateri @ beli baru. Jam tangan tali besi, getah, silikon, kulit x ori semua penah pakai.

Cerita ttg jam tangan ni...ada sape2 tahu x kt mn nk dptkan jam tangan anticlockwise kt Malaysia ni?

Yang design dia lawa, harga berpatutan, couple watch. Counterclockwise watch.

Simple sangat

Simple jgk.

p/s: hari bahagia

Wacana pemikiran

Pagi ni menghadirkan diri ke wacana pemikiran anjuran INSPEM dgn ceramahnya ttg Epistemologi, Falsafah dan Etnomatematik oleh Dr. Mat Rofa Ismail, pakar falsafah, mathematician, ahli sains dan pemikir hebat in my eyes. (rs mcm nk jd anak beliau je,hee)

Ceramah 2 jam yg sangat bagus sekali, sgt membuka minda, wacana pemikiran-suatu pemikiran yg blh ditolak dgn pemikiran yg lbh baik. Memperkatakan epistemologi falsafah yg merangkumi:

metafizik

|

matematik

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sains tabii

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teknologi

See, ianya mengikut hierarki, teknologi plg bwh, metafizik (beyond fizikal, ilmu ketuhanan) plg atas. Ya, kajilah apa2 saja sedalam dan sejauh mana pn ilmu tersebut akn

membawa penemuan kpd The Creator of all creations. Inilah yg cuba dihapuskan oleh barat, menafikan kewujudan Tuhan, lalu memisahkan sains tabii dan metafizik, lantas menukar skema kesepaduan falsafah.

Lihat sejarah ketamadunan yg lps, ketika barat dlm zaman kegelapan, tamadun islam sedang berkembang pesat dgn asimilasi dan penyebaran ilmunya. Tertubuhnya universiti2, lahirnya para ilmuan dan saintis agung yg pd ms yg sama abid yg zuhud, pelopor ilmu matematik, medical, optik, astrologi, astronomi dsb.

Kajian ilmuan Islam berkembang pesat hingga smpai ke barat. Di barat kajian ilmuan Islam menjadi bahan rujukan. Sudah tentu ilmu2 tersebut membawa kepada mengenal yg Maha Pencipta Tuhan yg Maha Esa, tp barat menafikan kewujudan Tuhan, lalu saintis yg mengiakan ketuhanan dihukum bunuh, meninggalkan peluang yg tiada utk menegakkan kebenaran. Sejarah diubah, ilmuan Islam tinggal tiada nama, bahkan barat memberikan hak kpd para saintis mereka menjunjung nama kononnya merekalah pelopor segala ilmu berkenaan, menyalahkan yang kalah membenarkan yang menang. Hingga kini kebenaran yg sebenar cuba disorokkan, sejarah diputar belit dan kita hari ini terus percaya pada pemikiran mereka. Dipisahkan sains dari ketuhanan, mana mungkin kita maju. Dijadikan teknologi matlamat utama kemajuan, harus bagaimana pembangunan sakhsiah masyarakat. Kita bulat2 percaya dan mengambil segala apa yg dibawa barat. Law of God menjadi Law of Nature.

Lihatlah kembali ke belakang, bukan utk mundur tp melihat sejarah utk mencari memonteum ke depan.

Ya...kebenaran itu pahit untuk diperkatakan.

Like i said

Somehow i would like to say this:

"This blog is opened to all readers"

But as not all readers are welcomed then i might say:

"This blog is opened to invited readers only"

But neither i can't invite selected readers nor make it private, then i'll just say:

"H********* and U********* are not welcomed here at anytime, anywhere"

Well...i've just said it.

TYVM.

February

Last weekend kenduri Hirzie & Maisarah, kt De Palma Hotel kt Shah Alam. Both are classmate ms kt kt UIA dulu jd mjls knduri jd tpt reunion jgk.

So happy dpt jmpa kwn2, hilang stress. Tp ada brita yg x sdap didengar plk, tmbh stress lain. Haiss...dh pndai stress plk aku ni. Sbb dh dewasa kot, Lady Afzan.

Buat pasangan pengantin, smg berbahagia ke akhir hayat dunia akhirat, dikurnia zuriat yg soleh solehah, dan hidup dlm redha Allah selalu. Amiiinn. :)

Dah jd reunion plk. Sibuk bergambo je x igat pengantin tgh bersanding.

Balik knduri smpat lg hang out dgn Pijah, Sulha & Amy kt PKNS Shah Alam, usha2 baju pengantin, cuti mata, window shoping, beli mn yg patut. Sblm blk anta anak2 dara ni dulu kt Putrajaya, dan berjaya smpai rmh sblm magrib.

Esoknya date dgn Hani plk kt Mines. Nk sgt tgk Chronicle. Nasib baik Hani slalu free bl aku ajk. TQ Hani :)

Tp tak lama lg Hani dh nk fly ke UK smbung study...nt sape nk tmn aku jln2, nk sembang panjang2, nk rujuk study sini..berSkype je la kite nt Hani..huu..sedey la pulak rs.. :'(

Nasib baik semester dh nk buka, so weekend blh la g kelas! Yeay! :D

Buka sem ni kn study betul2, jgn stress2 lg. Sedikit kecewa dgn result sem lps. Should i stay in college? Hmmm...bertahanlah dulu.

Terukir di bintang

Jika engkau minta intan permata tak mungkin ku mampu
Tapi sayang kan ku capai bintang dari langit untukmu
Jika engkau minta satu dunia akan aku cuba
Ku hanya mampu jadi milikmu pastikan kau bahagia

Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
Kan…kamu…

Sayangku
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16 Januari 2012 tak seperti yg diharap

16 January 2012
This day should be the most beautiful day in my life for this year of 2012.
But it turns out to be a very miserable bad day =(

Bad news. Bad mood. Bad day. Make me sad. Make me sick. Make me worried.
But past is past.

Alahaiii...xdpt bercuti dgn tenang nmpknya ni. Walopn cti sem dh stat sy pulak stuck kt cni lg. Xpe, ada faedahnya. At least dh jumpa lecturers meluahkan kebimbangan. Lega skt.

Apa2pn terima kasih kt adik sy Asbi, sbb belanja sy Secret Recipe sempena hari lahir saya 16 januari ni. Dia belanja sy bayar. Bagus la tu. Terbaiklah!

Terima kasih jg buat hosmet sy Zainab. Pg2 bgn smayg subuh sy tgk ada hadiah ats mja sy tp xde nama penerima n pengirim, jd x brani buka kot2 org lain pnya. Malam br sy buka, mmg utk sy pn, hee...TQ Zainab bg jam dinding. Mcm tau2 ja jam tangan k.afzan bateri dh mati sminggu (tp pakai jgk jamnya..huuu).

Ada yg sy nk tls kt cni tp skrg dh xdpt tls...huuuu...jd sy mskn kodnye sjlah: QWERTYUIASDK!@#$%^&*!@#@#$#$%^&(*&^%%^YHHTYHJ....ayat stresss..isk

Sy nk mtk maaf pd smua, salah silap sy slama ni. Terkasar bahasa, salah laku, silap sangka, dan apa2 sjalah. Mohon maaf pada semua.

what ever

Fuuhh..tekanan sungguh! Sminggu aku stress,dgn nk final examnya..kalo ikutkn hati jiwa kacaunya mmg hbs la. Kalo ikukn hati mmg xleh nk stdy. Kalo ikutkn ht kalo stdy pn mmg xmsk apa. Tp bertahan je, pk kn exam yg 2 hr berturut. Malas nk tmbahkn conflik. Xperlu la aku nk menegakn benang yg basah,admit sj apa yg salah.

But d way it goes...really hurt!

Yea, i know im d black sheep in their eyes (and mybe in His eyes too, my Rabb).

But does everybody has to know it?

I feel ashamed, and i dont know how to face them anymore, and even myself, feel so ashamed, spt seorg pesalah yg x mampu mengangkat wajahnya kmbali krn peraasaan bersalah yg mnebal dlm diri, aibnya aku rs, i admit my mistake. Hati...bersabarlah, bertahanlah... Dont cry aff cz when u start crying u cant stop it.

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