Ahad, Januari 08, 2012

what ever

Fuuhh..tekanan sungguh! Sminggu aku stress,dgn nk final examnya..kalo ikutkn hati jiwa kacaunya mmg hbs la. Kalo ikukn hati mmg xleh nk stdy. Kalo ikutkn ht kalo stdy pn mmg xmsk apa. Tp bertahan je, pk kn exam yg 2 hr berturut. Malas nk tmbahkn conflik. Xperlu la aku nk menegakn benang yg basah,admit sj apa yg salah.

But d way it goes...really hurt!

Yea, i know im d black sheep in their eyes (and mybe in His eyes too, my Rabb).

But does everybody has to know it?

I feel ashamed, and i dont know how to face them anymore, and even myself, feel so ashamed, spt seorg pesalah yg x mampu mengangkat wajahnya kmbali krn peraasaan bersalah yg mnebal dlm diri, aibnya aku rs, i admit my mistake. Hati...bersabarlah, bertahanlah... Dont cry aff cz when u start crying u cant stop it.
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2 ulasan:

Asma’ AB berkata...

huu.. y ni kakak :( the one who sees you are blacksheep, org tak tau how they see you.. akak tetap diamond di hati org!

Aff berkata...

Xada apa la asma'. Biasala hdup, xlari dr buat salah, but evrythg will be ok. Tq so much for ur concern dear :)
Just let me be a marble or stone (cold, hee), dont deserve to be a diamond pn...ngeee

Miss u so much asma'!<3

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