Like i said

Somehow i would like to say this:

"This blog is opened to all readers"

But as not all readers are welcomed then i might say:

"This blog is opened to invited readers only"

But neither i can't invite selected readers nor make it private, then i'll just say:

"H********* and U********* are not welcomed here at anytime, anywhere"

Well...i've just said it.

TYVM.

February

Last weekend kenduri Hirzie & Maisarah, kt De Palma Hotel kt Shah Alam. Both are classmate ms kt kt UIA dulu jd mjls knduri jd tpt reunion jgk.

So happy dpt jmpa kwn2, hilang stress. Tp ada brita yg x sdap didengar plk, tmbh stress lain. Haiss...dh pndai stress plk aku ni. Sbb dh dewasa kot, Lady Afzan.

Buat pasangan pengantin, smg berbahagia ke akhir hayat dunia akhirat, dikurnia zuriat yg soleh solehah, dan hidup dlm redha Allah selalu. Amiiinn. :)

Dah jd reunion plk. Sibuk bergambo je x igat pengantin tgh bersanding.

Balik knduri smpat lg hang out dgn Pijah, Sulha & Amy kt PKNS Shah Alam, usha2 baju pengantin, cuti mata, window shoping, beli mn yg patut. Sblm blk anta anak2 dara ni dulu kt Putrajaya, dan berjaya smpai rmh sblm magrib.

Esoknya date dgn Hani plk kt Mines. Nk sgt tgk Chronicle. Nasib baik Hani slalu free bl aku ajk. TQ Hani :)

Tp tak lama lg Hani dh nk fly ke UK smbung study...nt sape nk tmn aku jln2, nk sembang panjang2, nk rujuk study sini..berSkype je la kite nt Hani..huu..sedey la pulak rs.. :'(

Nasib baik semester dh nk buka, so weekend blh la g kelas! Yeay! :D

Buka sem ni kn study betul2, jgn stress2 lg. Sedikit kecewa dgn result sem lps. Should i stay in college? Hmmm...bertahanlah dulu.

Terukir di bintang

Jika engkau minta intan permata tak mungkin ku mampu
Tapi sayang kan ku capai bintang dari langit untukmu
Jika engkau minta satu dunia akan aku cuba
Ku hanya mampu jadi milikmu pastikan kau bahagia

Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
Kan…kamu…

Sayangku
Jangan kau persoalkan siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

Muzik dia best. Yuna unik & creatif.

- Yunalis Zarai -

16 Januari 2012 tak seperti yg diharap

16 January 2012
This day should be the most beautiful day in my life for this year of 2012.
But it turns out to be a very miserable bad day =(

Bad news. Bad mood. Bad day. Make me sad. Make me sick. Make me worried.
But past is past.

Alahaiii...xdpt bercuti dgn tenang nmpknya ni. Walopn cti sem dh stat sy pulak stuck kt cni lg. Xpe, ada faedahnya. At least dh jumpa lecturers meluahkan kebimbangan. Lega skt.

Apa2pn terima kasih kt adik sy Asbi, sbb belanja sy Secret Recipe sempena hari lahir saya 16 januari ni. Dia belanja sy bayar. Bagus la tu. Terbaiklah!

Terima kasih jg buat hosmet sy Zainab. Pg2 bgn smayg subuh sy tgk ada hadiah ats mja sy tp xde nama penerima n pengirim, jd x brani buka kot2 org lain pnya. Malam br sy buka, mmg utk sy pn, hee...TQ Zainab bg jam dinding. Mcm tau2 ja jam tangan k.afzan bateri dh mati sminggu (tp pakai jgk jamnya..huuu).

Ada yg sy nk tls kt cni tp skrg dh xdpt tls...huuuu...jd sy mskn kodnye sjlah: QWERTYUIASDK!@#$%^&*!@#@#$#$%^&(*&^%%^YHHTYHJ....ayat stresss..isk

Sy nk mtk maaf pd smua, salah silap sy slama ni. Terkasar bahasa, salah laku, silap sangka, dan apa2 sjalah. Mohon maaf pada semua.

what ever

Fuuhh..tekanan sungguh! Sminggu aku stress,dgn nk final examnya..kalo ikutkn hati jiwa kacaunya mmg hbs la. Kalo ikukn hati mmg xleh nk stdy. Kalo ikutkn ht kalo stdy pn mmg xmsk apa. Tp bertahan je, pk kn exam yg 2 hr berturut. Malas nk tmbahkn conflik. Xperlu la aku nk menegakn benang yg basah,admit sj apa yg salah.

But d way it goes...really hurt!

Yea, i know im d black sheep in their eyes (and mybe in His eyes too, my Rabb).

But does everybody has to know it?

I feel ashamed, and i dont know how to face them anymore, and even myself, feel so ashamed, spt seorg pesalah yg x mampu mengangkat wajahnya kmbali krn peraasaan bersalah yg mnebal dlm diri, aibnya aku rs, i admit my mistake. Hati...bersabarlah, bertahanlah... Dont cry aff cz when u start crying u cant stop it.

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You're always on my mind

Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said
I just never took the time
But you were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
If I made you feel second best
I'm sorry I was blind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that
Your sweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied
Little things I should have said
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

                          -Michael Buble-

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Mohon doakan

Yang dimakbulkan doanya oleh Allah:

-doa org yg berada dlm kesusahan

-doa anak yg soleh dan mentaati ibu bapa

-doa ibu bapa kpd anak2nya

-doa org yg bermusafir

-org yg berpuasa hingga berbuka

-doa pemimpin yg adil

-doa org yg dizalimi

-doa seseorang muslim buat saudaranya tanpa diketahuinya

Duhai teman2 yg dikasihi..mohon tolong doakan aku dan teman2ku yg yg lain agar dpt jwb soalan final exam pengajian mstr kami dgn penuh tenang, yakin, cemerlang, lulus dgn jayanya dan dapat A dlm semua subjk yg diambil..amiinn

Mood exam...esk 31/12/11 paper pertama.

Mohon doakan aku dan teman2.

Terima kasih :-)

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A prayer

Let me do my work each day and if the darkened hours of despair overcome me may i not forget the strength that comforted me in the desolation of other times

May i still remember the bright hours that found me walking over the silent hills of my childhood or dreaming on the margin of a quiet river when a light glowed within me and I promised my early God to have courage amid the temptest of the changing years

Spare me from bitterness and from the sharp passion of unguarded moments

May I not forget that poverty and richest are of the spirit

Though the world knows me not may my thoughts and actions be such as shall keep me friendly with myself

Lift up my eyes from the earth and let me not forget the uses of stars Forbid that i should judge others lest I condemn myself Let me not follow the clamor of the world but walk calmly in my path

Give me a few friends who will love me for what i'am and keep ever burning before my vagrant steps the kindly light of hope

And though age and infirmity overtake me and i come not within sight of the castle of my dreams teach me still to be thankful for life and for time's olden memories that are good and sweet and may the evening's twilight find me gentle still

               -Max Ehrmann (1872-1945)-

  

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Fly me high

First time nk terbang...

Take home a smile...

:)

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Dont worry be happy

Here's a little song i wrote
you might want to sing it note for note
don't worry, be happy
in every life we have some trouble
when you worry you make it double
don't worry, be happy

be happy
cos when you worry
your face will frown
and that will bring everybody down
so don't worry, be happy
don't worry, be happy
now...don't worry, be happy

now there this song i wrote
i hope you learned it note for note
like good little children
dont worry be happy

listen to what i say
in your life expect some trouble
when you worry you make it double
dont worry be happy
be happy now...

put a smile on your face
don't bring everybody down like this
don't worry, it will soon pass whatever it is
don't worry, be happy...

Salam hijrah 1433.

Salam Tahun Baru Hijrah 1433h.
Dah nak masuk tahun baru hijrah 1433.
Bila tiba saja tahun baru hijrah atau masihi pasti dikaitkan dgn azam. Msg2 sibuk create azam baru. Bl tiba akhir tahun mcm ni la kdg2 baru kt nk igt balik azam yg kt dh buat awal2 thn dulu. Tak apalah, sekurang2nya kita sedar ada sesuatu yg kita harus capai. Ada org kata xperlu tunggu tahun baru utk ada azam. Bl2 masa pn boleh. Ya, itu pn betul.

Azam tahun baru ni perlu atau tidak? Pd pendapat saya mmg perlu pn. Kita ni bukannya xda azam, cuma kdg2 kita lupa. Kt sndri pn kdg2 xsedar kt selalu ja buat azam tiap2 hari, minggu atau bulan. Azam bulan ni nk kurangkan shoping, mulai hari ni nk hbskn baca 4 biji buku sbulan, start jumaat mgu dpn nk sedekah kt tabung masjid lps solat jumaat...ini pn dikira azam juga yg x perlu tunggu tahun baru utk dilaksanakan. Tp selalunya kita igt azam bl tiba tahun baru ja. Sbb dh jd kbiasaan asal tahun baru sj mst org duk sibuk ckp psl azam. Jd time akhr dan awal tahun mcm ni la br kita nk igt balik azam kita, baru kita duk kalut senaraikan azam banyak2, siap buat list lagi. Mcm ni pn xpa. Masa hnya sebagai benchmark utk mengukur keterlaksanaan azam kita tu. Biasalah, kita ni kan manusia, manusia ni sifatnya pelupa.

Biarlah walaupun azam tahun ini atau tahun lepas masih belum terlaksana, azam itu perlu ada. Yang belum tercapai cubalah utk laksanakannya. Nak tambah azam baru pn boleh. Tapi biarlah azam kita tu yg bermanfaat.

Antara azam, impian dan hijrah...azam kdg2 blh jadi suatu hijrah.


p/s: impian bersama

Serigala Jahat Besar lagi

Big Bad Wolf datang lagi!
Date: 24-28 Nov 2011
Time: 10am-9pm
Venue: South City Plaza (Serdang)

Esok dh book hari dgn Hani nk p. Nasib baik la esok gaji dh masuk. Meroyan lagi la tgk buku.

What a surprise!

Last weekend i've got a surprise. Rs mcm nk lompat2 ja ms dpt tau tu dlm cls. But sadly, i can't make it, can't make it a real surprise. Keciwanya. Frust rasa. Dan yg lagi kecewa of cos la the one who comes prepared for the surprise. Bukan senang nk dpt kejutan mcm ni, but i've spoiled it. :(

Sebabnya...sbabnya lps cls hr sabtu tu ada discussion siapkan asmt! Isk2...frust rasa, tu la sape suh x siapkn asmt awl2, nk kn anta hr tu jugak. {Bukn sengaja x siapkn, asmt tu susah nk mati, dh study bape hr dh smata2 nk siapkn asmt tu, mlm tu tdo pn dkt2 kol 3am dgn Cik Suhaila, buat 2 org pn xdpt nk siapkn. Calculation punyela pnjang, smpai x muat space calculator. Kalo silap kira kn buat blk, formula panjang berjela, sape x pening. Smpai selsema dibuatnya, nasib baik x demam ja. Nk nanges pn ada, rs nk drop ja...haisshh}

Ptg tu brtungkus lumus la siapkn asmt, dan malam tu pulun siapkn satu lg asmnt yg susah tahap gaban jugak. Dan surprise itu ditunda ke esok hari...hmmm...i'm so sorry ya...huu

Walau apapun, that's a real surprise. And i love it. Another precious moment to remember. What a beautiful day...20112011.

Jauh

Kadang terasa kosong

Dan makin jauh sekali dari Dia

Kerana aku yang alpa...

*oh hati :( *

Friday with 11.11.11

One is my fevret no.


So thus i also like 11.11.11.



Bg sesetengah org ada yg mahu mengabadikan tarikh hari ini yg cantik ini utk sesuatu yg indah. Ada yg mahu mengabadikannya sbg tarikh nikah, tarikh tunang, mula lapor diri masuk kerja dan macam2 lg. Senang nk ingat.


Aku pn mahu jadikan hari ini special. Tapi nk buat apa ya? Sama mcm hari2 yg biasa dilalui. Hmmm.



Tapi...owh ada yg special hr ni.

For the 1st time aku p makan aiskrim kt Tutty Fruitty! Hihihi~


Dhlama nk p tp slalu x igt, xda ksempatan, xtau kt mn. Tp hr ni, lps lunch td dgn opismet Cik Hani, dlm kete dgn cuaca yg panas tiba2 rs nk mkn eskrem, dan teringtkn Tutty Fruitty yg br bukak kt BBB {baru la jugak} maka pergila kami mencarinya. Jumpa jugak dan akhirnya kami sama2 dua org menikmati aiskrim yogurt tersebut buat kali pertama, hii.

*sy bdk baru blaja ;p